"The truth always hurt..always.."

I can't seem to get my thoughts right this pass few days.
And in turn, my game was affected today.
I kept thinking about my problem that I don't even realise what I'm doing.
And i seriously need help.

I think my problem is that i put too much pressure on myself.
I could have just done as per normal.
Perform like i always have.
Instead what happened was i cracked after awhile.
I couldn't play my game. It totally suck.
I really wish that I could just stop thinking about the U-19 for awhile.
Just go back to my roots. To enjoy floorball.
Enjoy playing. Jus having fun.

I need to think my situation through.
Seriously.
I can't go on like this. Coz its so sick.
The silence is too deafening. Tooo deafening.

P.S: About the U-19, I'm not gonna think too much about it. TP floorball comes first!!