"Allah, I love You truly..."

I'm going to miss Ramadhan.
The month of repentance and forgiveness.
The truly holy month that can only be experience only once every year.
I feel like crying. I really do.
I don't care about Hari Raya.
Cause i know i could have done so much more for the month than I have.
But I didn't. And that, I regret.

Yesterday i spent half the day at home.
Then buka outside with my classmate.
Funny how they reacted when it was nearing buka time.
They were like "do u need to pray now?"
Or "How long do u have to eat?"
Haha. We scoured around from MacDonald to KFC, all no place.
Haha. End up buka-ing at Banquet at Raffles Hospital.
Ate chicken chop for 6.30. and it's so freaking small.
Damn. Me and Miss Ou got cheated arh. Haha. Then met Ali there.
We used to play together side by side for Salibandy during Div2 last year.
We end up praying terawih at Masjid Sultan together.
And after that we went to watch the rehearsal for Suria Raya Live. Or something like that.
He was with his friends. Saw Najib Ali, Rila Melati and Fuad Rahman.
They were wearing thick make-up and all. Ug-Ly.
Then one incident happened. This kid, maybe around 9, suddenly shouted, "Ayah, ayah lum sembahyang Isyak kan?"
I wanted to laugh at that point. Isyak boleh tangguh. Tengok REHEARSAL tak boleh.
Sedangkan yesterday was the last day for Terawih. Sedih.
I left shortly cause I wasn't feeling good with Ali and his friends.
Not Ali, but with his friends. They were too into the Seni scene.

Today was the first day of school. What the hell. Tomorrow is holiday.
Funny la. Why don't they just start school on Wednesday?
Haiyo. Also, found out that I only got 3 examinable subjects. Haha.
Cool. Then sekali kene bad news.
I got homework. What in the blue hell?
HOMEWORK? Homework? Of all days, why today?
Then what? Raya do homework? I don't mind arh.
But its a must to at least visit my family members.
So looks like i have to rush through my work tonight. Sheesh.
Also, I have to set up a blog for my group to make communication easier with my members.
Haiyo. Double Haiyo.
To everyone else, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!

P.S: Selamat Hari Raya Awak.