"Oh, Under-19 will be held at ITE Simei, 9 to 12. You know right?..."

Oh my god. It's finally nearing. That'd be like 2-3 more days.
Ya Allah, please, help me get through this with ease.
I know i can do it, but my confidence is way zero.
I need to improve my self-esteem and confidence if i wanna make it to the team.
InsyaAllah with God's help, I can make it.

I hate Raya. Apart from the morning prayers and the forgiving session.
I hate the walking around and saying hello and stuff.
It suck. Big time. And if i wasn't desperate for money, I would have just opt to stay at home.
Well, spend the first part of the day at my house.
Then the later part at my Nyayi's house. AS usually it was boring.
But however, i did get to have some interesting conversation with my cousin.
She's like 20+, maybe 30 now. And she's been through the rigours of education.
She was telling me about advance diploma and the bridging course.
And after that it's the Bachelor's degree. Cool right.
And it's got alot to do with what I'm studying at Poly right now.
Which is really good for me. And Iman was damn cute.
And one more thing. Also, sorry mum im saying this AGAIN but, Damiah is damn jambu.
For a 5 year old. Haha. Now my mum thinks I'm crazy. Haha.

Today was a much more uneventful day for me.
Except for the fact that I spent only 2 hours in school and i read the timetable wrongly.
Haha. So i end up waking up 1 hour earlier. And going to school sleepy.
Haha. And i finally change my ATM card. At last.
Haha. Hang out with Brown before and after my class.
Also met up with Ron. So long never see him. Haha.
Then went to habourfront with my cousin who still owe me 70bucks. Haha.
Went to disturb my brother at his first day of work. At Banquet At Vivo City.
Japanese food stall. Haha. To everyone, got free time go there. Haha.
Then went home with him.
The whole time my mind was thinking about school and assignments. Shit.
School stress starting. Haha.

P.S: It's too quiet for my liking..